against ourselves

everything can change so fast. me. left alone where we used to stand together. a freindship pushed into the corner. you. planning a life too soon. one without me. without us. maybe we can rekindle our friendship. maybe it will be stronger as a result. maybe. but right now it seems like a lost cause. at least i'll always have my memories and a peaceful place to sit and consider why things happen the way they do. why some things evolve and others just end. and maybe i'll never know.

temporary moment of sanity

"no one is free, even the birds are chained to the sky"

-bob dylan

mingling worlds

where the sea melts into the sky and reflections become realities.

air of bohemia

float on with the cool breeze of the day and live forever.

with the birds

my insides are sick with the plight of loneliness. my heart. my mind. all yearning for someone to hold. to care for. to confide in. but there is no one. therefore i turn to myself and get to know a valuable friend. loneliness becomes solitude and solitude is bliss. it allows people to think. keep working through the pain to find the benefits. i'm right there with you.

it's easy as the ocean

endlessness shining in the sun, the ocean offers peace. peace to think and sit alone and observe what used to be. to check the surf and feel like the kid that you are. that everyone is, or at least should be. so play in the tumbling waves. play in the sand. build a sand castle because it is fun to watch it disappear.

sideways

to tell you the truth, I never really thought of growing up.

pale grey gardens

blank stares and silence spread like a plague.

retrospect

always live in the present. dream for the future. but never, never forget the past. keep the memories of the lost with you always.

summer rain

like colors in a palette, life should be mixed up. today may be coral, tomorrow seafoam, the next forest green. sometimes it should even be rainbow. feel in color. live in color. although, sometimes black and white can be quite nice.

3 am dreamers

in a state of confused delirium. the mirrors refelct back the insanity. no one knows what is happening, but they don't seem to mind. dreaming goes hand in hand with madness and imagination. the best dreams are sparked by nonsensical thoughts. are people oblivious to their lunacy or enlightened to the point of understanding?

go melt back into the night

hide away under your pretending but remember that life should be lived. control is overrated. let life take you where you're going.

harmony

one isn't a number of power, it's a number of unity. so why don't we work together? i mean, doesn't everyone want to be number one?

synergy

the moon shines brilliant spectrums of light down from an alien environment. yet, it makes life on earth the way it is. without tides what would we do? the moon simply creates synergy between everything we know and don't. phases change and allow observation of the everchanging beauty of a far off object. personally, i like the waxing gibbous..

the ground may be moving fast

maybe we should all just lay down in the grass and watch the clouds go by for a while. use our imaginations and let the clouds form figures and pictures in the sky. you know, relax a little..

let's go get lost

get away from your reality and just escape for a while. the ultimate destination is the feeling of liberation, release, and freedom, no where in particular. everyone needs a break sometimes.

the atmosphere is still the same

close to epiphany but not there yet. keep working. find your repose.

sunday morning

the predictability is torturous, so why so surprised? lie to yourself as precautionary measures, but why? because it adds interest? thanks, but i plan to be spontaneous instead.

disintegrated by the rising sun

what is good and beautiful is sometimes destructive. but not always so enjoy it while it lasts.

delusion

there are great divides in this world. while people are to blame, there is nothing wrong with you, just a whole lot wrong with the world you live in. in contrast, it will be what it will be unless you change it. so maybe there is something wrong with taking no action. letting something happen that should not happen may be as bad as making something happen that should not happen. so?..

we love you in glacial ways

monumental love of all things will be the glacier's savior. as the beatles once said, or maybe shouted to the world a million times, all you need is love. listen to songs, do not just hear them. it will change the world.

confusion ?

hares are rabbits. rabbits are bunnies. bunnies are hares. therefore, confusion is chaos. chaos is creation. creation is confusion? despite the lack of sensical thinking portrayed, some people arrive at answers. so nevermind popular belief. thought always leads somewhere. even if it is to a dead end or a road not traveled. construct your own roads and interpret the confusion around you into managable nonsensicalities.